Should have been entries

I am seriously backlogged.

David and Matt’s marriage. Including pics (which I’ve downloaded, but not cropped/cleaned up, like at all). End of crush, and release of pent up sexual energy, work starting to take 3/4 time. Possible raise. Ambiguous continuation of work, with possible raise (did I mention raise?). Rejection by cornell. Still waiting on transcripts, and single recommender. Pinch recommender, and engineering recommendations that no sane person ought to ask for. Spring Carnival and the Booty Shaker Scholarship. Working on Saturday?!? ‘s housewarming. And on Sunday?!? Meeting and . (Yay!) Winetasting. I am indeed a lightweight, and I don’t like wine. But the company was good. Monday, work, cooking, eating to the point of no more food fit in belly. Tremendous rpg wankage to Arcana Unearthed.

Oh yeah. Talked with my dad. Had one of those “do you remember this” moments with him. In discussing gay marriage and related topics, he asked me “do you remember telling me ‘If it were a choice, do you think I would have chosen this?'” re: my sexuality? It’s certainly something I _would_ have said. And I believe I _did_ say it at some point. I don’t think I would honestly say it anymore, at least, not without some major caveats. And I definitely don’t remember saying it. I felt kinda bad, because it was clearly something important to my dad, and yet it was garbage collected long ago from my brain. Ah well.

In discussing my paper writing anxiety, my dad asked if I kept a journal. And I told him about this. Hrm…. To ‘tidy up before the parents arrive’ or not. I think not. I am who I am.

Today, I will contact the hub and ask where the fuck my transcripts are. Hello, you cashed my checks three weeks ago. I am not in the middle of siberia. I need those transcripts now. Then work. And I’m going to go to gymnastics tonight, dammit. But first, breakfast.