Sneaking suspicion

I have this sneaking suspicion that so long as I am lacking in contentment with who I am, I will continue to date people because I want to be like them instead of wanting to be with them. Fortunately, the two are not mutually exclusive and often coincide but the first is a terrible reason to date someone.

7 thoughts on “Sneaking suspicion”

  1. You could also date someone because they like you instead of you liking them. That’s similarly not mutually exclusive, but the first is still a terrible reason to date someone.

    Seeing this potential is a good thing.

    1. I’d think things are best when those two are mutual. Not that I haven’t [many times] in the past gone “Oh, he *likes* me. Therefore I should date/hang out with/sleep with/whatever him.”

      1. Now you know why I decided not to commit for the last year and half. I’d done that too much in the past. I’m in a place where I want to date now, but only if I have passion for the person. I never want to come as close to making as huge a mistake as I almost did.

        I’ve definitlely also dated people I wanted to be like. Never went well.

        Now I want someone with loads of self-confidence but that seems rare. I keep my *fingers crossed* but I’m not in a hurry either. I have little idea about the immediate-ish future (eg I’m staying in Toronto until August but after that… there are a few possibilities). I believe in long distance relationships, I know I can’t do that with just anyone.

  2. Dating as a learning experience…not romantic, but why not? 🙂 Of course it’s most likely not going to help you develop someone else’s qualities…

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