Feeling Off

I’ve been feeling off lately. Maybe it’s the whole planning on no job changes and no apartment changes for at least two years. Maybe it’s the green slime I’m coughing up and the sinus headaches. Maybe it’s my abrupt and unmarked passage into lacto-ova vegetarianism. It’s remarkably unclear. But I’m finding myself not wanting to eat, not wanting to leave my hotel, not wanting to hook up.

I find myself constructing solutions based on someone not me taking action, but really, I think I need to be the one to initiate action here.

Brilliance

I forgot my entry badge at the downtown chicago office. That means instead of my originally planned 1pm departure, I’ll be getting on a plane scheduled for 6pm, meaning i may finally arrive in DC tomorrow morning, if this works out like every other o’hare => national flight I’ve taken.

Screwed up sleep schedule

This whole 9-5 + going to bed at a reasonable hour thing is nice in theory & all that, but I mean, really…

monday to wednesday, I went to bed after midnight, then got up at 5-something am. This was bad, so thursday night, I went to sleep at 8:30pm, and woke up at 2-something am. Tonight, 10:30p to 2-something. So now I’m awake when sensible people are asleep. This whole adjusting to full time 9-5 employment thing is not going as gracefully as I’d hoped. =)

Fun couple of days

Okay, so work is work, and I got 3 hours of sleep last night. But!

I got a workout in this morning (5 minutes of stretching 15 min of cardio, better than nothing, if not by much).

I pwned at board games with & friends. (puerto rico: 60 to 4?/4?/4?, ticket to ride: 127 to 11?) But fun was had both times, and that’s what really counts. (where oh where is when I need someone to put me in my place?)

Work had its own entertainments.

video game for militant fundies

I remember when I was younger talking about the absurdity of a religious video game. I think an exact quote was “collect enough piety points and you can part the red sea.” I think I prefer my absurdist idea to what some company is apparently producing. Imagine grand theft auto’s violence, only against the infidels, like buddhists, jews, muslims, homos, advocates of the separation of church and state, and, yes, catholics. You can also step over to the other side and blow the ‘faithful’ away. The sad thing is, I can see this shit selling like hotcakes.

I rather like the purpose of the website, though. It’s a blog about reclaiming christianity from the crazies.