Democracy for America

I went to the annoucement ceremony for the new face of the organization formerly known as “Dean for America”. I had read that it was supposed to be called “Democracy Freedom Action”. I’m glad it is instead titled “Democracy for America”.

I showed up 15 minutes early, which was late enough that I did not get a seat. In fact, I just barely got up to the front of the people standing. Thus, I had as good a view as anyone there (nobody had a good view during the standing ovations). I like the vision he articulated, not that it’s news to anyone who knew his policy positions in the presidential campaign. He also talks much more about grass roots activism and guiding people into roles in which they can make a difference. Sadly, I think execution is lagging behind in that regard.

He talked about “Dean Corps”. Some notion of a community service group. Which is great, though I hope I am mis-remembering about his name being a prominent part of it.

There were definitely members of the cult of dean. And I got a sense that a pretty significant subset of the crowd agreed with the sentiment “I believe in everything you stand for, and support you fully, so long as I don’t actually have to exert effort.” A mindset that I admit I can empathize with, but find less than productive.

I was disappointed by the bid for candidacy, not so much the withdrawal from active campaigning (that was more an acknowledgment of reality), but the way I heard what I wanted to hear, and fell for the echo chamber effect. I’d like to be involved in the organization and extending its message to a broader audience. It seems to match my professional goals (particularly increasing the involvement in a public dialogue, increasing community engagement, etc, etc) to a T. Well, I’m not sure about the ‘getting paid’ part, but we shall see.

Beautiful Sunsets

Friday I stepped out on our back porch and noticed the beautiful sunset. If the view isn’t as stunning as it is from , , and ‘s living room, neither is it as blinding 😉

But the real point is that I’m only going to have so many more (less than 60) opportunities to see the sunset from our porch. I should take advantage of those that remain.

You don’t have to go home, but you can’t stay here

Got the ‘No’ from berkeley. Somewhat disappointing, but not surprising.

Trying to arrange times to check out the various midwestern schools and programs I’ve recieved offers from (will probably include umn, on the assumption that I will get in). Before mid-april. I’m sure Ro will be thrilled, as in pissed that I’ll be out, rather than working on the project. Must also finish fafsa and issue a slew of invitation type things for 3 or 4 different events. Joy.

I think I’m going to arrange to spend a weekend in chicago, hopefully see and what not.

A good day for grad school acceptances

In addition to this morning’s email from the University of Chicago, I got a letter of acceptance from U Wisconsin. After a closer look at the two programs, I think Wisconsin may be academically preferable, and is almost certainly a better choice financially. I ought to arrange to check these places out in person, meet with faculty, etc. Some time in April? Maybe the week before carnival…

Feeling somewhat better

Sweat therapy. It works. When your headspace is twisted around in 12 different wrong ways, it’s helpful to get out of it for a bit.

Lifting at the gym, 10 minutes on the elliptical cross trainer, because I couldn’t bring myself to do more. Carrying lots of groceries up the hill (including a gallon oj, and 3 quarts of watter in bottles). Biking up to lawrence hall of science in about 15 minutes (probably 800-1000ft up from current altitude) on my way down to strawberry canyon rec center, where I swam 1000yds with the masters team before I got what I think is my first real charlie horse ever.

It was good. It was helpful.

I want to go biking over the berkeley hills to orinda over the first or second weekend in april with as many people as I can. It’s fun; you’ll like it; it’s a bit of a challenge for those who don’t bike much, but it’s really quite rewarding to do. And then my birthday party on the evening of april 24th.

Woo. Maybe the time between now and my [expected] departure from the bay area really won’t suck. I’ll do what I can towards that end.

The examined life

Of late, I’ve mostly focused on concrete things I’ve done. In my livejournal and in my life. It’s kinda boring to me, frankly. And it leaves me rather unsatisfied. Going back and checking out the fuel cell/governance strategy post reminded me of what I like about my livejournal. And it got me thinking about picking up my public policy readings again. I have several lying around. And this is good because I had an abrupt loss of internet this afternoon. During which I did laundry and read public policy, which resulted in arguments with Simon about assigning dollar values on the harm caused by pollution, and human suffering in general.

A little more like it. Reading good. Must do more.