Hyperopia

I often have trouble attending to the details in life. I’d definitely consider myself a big picture kind of guy. It’s on odd sort of hyperopia. It certainly has its benefits. One of the reasons people think I’m so smart is that I see connections and patterns that other people miss. I see them, because I’m always focusing on them. But it also has its downsides. Leaving aside the prozaic difficulties of my oft missing keys, glasses, and wallet, there are the larger concerns. “I’m going away in 3 weeks, why should I go out and have fun? In the long run, it’s not like I’ll be seeing much of these people, cool though they are.” Then there’s the shit I give myself for not going to the gym, given its clear long run payoff for short term discomfort, boredom, and sacrificed time.

Sometimes it helps to take my eyes off the prize. Every once in awhile. It’s just that, when I do, I have trouble focusing.

current status on the separation of church & state

Apparently, Bush has declared his support for teaching religious psuedoscience, in particular, intelligent design, in public schools. Additionally, we the American taxpayer are funding fundamentalist indoctrination electives in our public schools (though that is generally paid through local property tax, so not so much _our_ money, but still violating the first amendment like a cheap whore on roofies in a back alley in thailand).

I occasionally feel the urge to throw Bible bits back in the face of fundamentalists. Particularly Jesus’s words. Ask ’em how they think Jesus would have felt about taking away from the poor to give to the rich. Ask them what he said about proclaiming one’s faith at high volume, or on the street corners. Perform a bit of religious Judo. Because, fundamentally, I view religion as an arbitrary, ad hoc, internally inconsistent set of explanations for the world which put adherence to doctrine above perceived reality. Basically all religions fall into that categorization for me. Religion also reminds me of the practice of saying what you believe then claiming it’s your religion, regardless of how you came to believe whatever you came to believe, see also north African female genital mutilation.

I’ve been bitten in the ass by this attitude of mine from time to time. Backed myself into a corner, whatever. Using tools I don’t believe in to convince people who do believe in them that they’re wrong seems pretty dumb to me. And yet, how else to get through? I’ve played this game with a Wiccan or two in my time as well as with Fundies. (The Wiccan was trying to say that the 3-fold rule made it okay and safe for him to engage in acts of revenge, he dismissed me as ‘not even a broomrider’ when I started criticizing his actions based on my understanding of it, under which he was smoking crack. Small loss, in retrospect).

recently posted a copy of an essay on the subject of misapplying christianity in the realm of politics. Not that this is new, Crusades anyone?

So, what are your thoughts on atheists (or adamant agnostics) talking bible with theists? And, for that matter, how should any person deal with whackjobs of other religious persuasions in discussing matters of state? Particularly when the whackjobs can’t even keep their own religion straight?

A decent explanation of what public policy is

So, half the time when people ask me what my major is, my answer is immediately followed by the question of “What is public policy?”.

So, in random stumblings around the net today, I found out that wikipedia has a much more articulate, if long winded, explanation than most of what I’ve come up with off the cuff.

Today after work

I went to the apple store, got my express-service-with-blowjobs for $99, and a huge external hard drive for $160 or so. Plus a little ipod protector. Woo. Soon I will backup my hard drive’s beautiful uniqueness to the external hard drive, and then turn the laptop in to them for 1 day service to replace my fucked up hard drive and jammed disk drive. Yay?

Then over to ‘s place. We went skating on the lakefront all the way north just past hollywood and all the way south to downtown (well, as far as the trail goes as a trail, per se). Afterwards, showers, then dinner at Penny’s noodles (good + cheap = yay).

Events of the day

Standard day at work. Had our weekly intern lunch at the AT&T cafeteria next door. Spotted walking in. Subjected him to mild harrassment. Introduced him to my fellow interns on the way out. It occurred to me later that it’s quite possible Joel isn’t out at work. Hrm. Hope that wasn’t an awkward moment for you.

Then PowerGrid in the evening. I was a little too slow about building the cities, and a little too fast to upgrade the plants. Bit me in the ass in the end. But I played asshole kingmaker anyway. =)

ooo, this weekend…

So, there’s a $140 flight to nyc this weekend. I have a day and a half of non-transferrable time off. I’m feeling the urge to travel again. NYC or toronto would be good. In either case, lodging and connecting with people to hang with ahead of time would be the main issues.

But, and are coming in to town this weekend, if I’m not mistaken. And I am going to be gone for traveling for 2 weeks starting on the 23rd. The “work optimal” time to take off would be on either the 8th or the 12th. Because everyone else who is working on this project is on vacation at that time. Ditto for the 17th, but a random wednesday does not make for a good vacation. *shrug*

Fall classes

Well, my media & public affairs class was canceled. That left me with community economic development, science & state, resource & environmental economics, program evaluation and a dance class which I’m auditing.

Program evaluation is a little too perfect a fit to GAO for me not to at least check out the syllabus. Resource & Environmental economics and science & state are both required for the science & environment focus, plus they’re damn cool. Community economic development, I dunno about, but may be worth checking out. On the other hand, there are a couple of classes that seem very intriguing to me. Specifically intro ecology and intro soil science. I’m sure many of you (other than ) think soil science sounds bizarre. But having read as far as I have into Collapse, Jared Diamond’s successor piece to Guns, Germs, and Steel, I’m starting to see just how significant the soil factor is. And just how much of it I don’t get. It’s something for me to consider, anyway.