You have already lost (but you can play again)

I feel like the evenings where I get home and wonder “Well, what do I do now?” are evenings where I have already lost. The most fun evenings are the ones where I know I’m going to do some particular fun thing, and I go do it without worrying about it.

Instead I come home, look in the fridge and think “Wait, do I want to eat yet? Shouldn’t I go to the gym? Or maybe I should see if anyone’s on WoW. Hmmm, I haven’t caught up with my LJ list recently…” etc, etc. Indecision paralysis is no fun. Besides, the gym should be an automatic habit. There should be no question, I should go, I should workout. It’s just a habit I’m not in yet.

There will be future repetitions of this game. Perhaps I will get better at it.