my ohio trip

The trip to ohio was good. Got alot of time with dad.

Told them about the upcoming surgery. They didn’t flip, though dad did say that if I wanted them to, they’d come out for it, which was very thoughtful, but I declined. I helped dad change the battery on his truck. I introduced him to Bujold (with Cordelia’s Honor. He seems to like it). A couple long walks with alot of talking. Indian food (pretty good indian food, actually. In zanesville. Will wonders never cease). It was short. Time is a precious resource, and even more than money, I simply wish I had more time.

progressives and regressives

I think this article on the language used in political debate, another refrain of the great framing epic makes an excellent point. I also like its use of the obvious (and marginalizing) “regressives” as the opposition to “progressives”.

Another interesting political thought for you. The incoming freshmen this fall were born before the challenger disaster. How long will it be before the soviet union and the cold war are nothing more than history text material to graduating college students? (It wasn’t much more than that to me).

How far off is 2020? The year when US children born after september 11, 2001 will start populating the halls of higher education. Do you ever wonder what we’ll look like to them?

revamped paper topic

So, here’s my more organized thesis for that paper, in more understandable language. I think that after the development of the T and the east busway in pittsburgh, there was likely a turnover of residents and an intensification of development within “walking distance” of the service points. I think that more, smaller units were built (converting houses to apartment buildings, say), that the minority/poverty demographic of the neighborhoods increased. Though I think that demographic changes in the T neighborhoods would not favor minorities as heavily as the east busway neighborhoods would.

I think I can find out whether or not I’m right with census data.

It feels like a silly question that someone living in the area at the time could better answer than census data. But if it makes a paper, so be it.

creativity at the core of the robot economy

There are a huge number of speculations about what happens if/when we build robots ‘smarter’ than us. Among the minority in which they don’t exterminate our species or get destroyed trying, some have proposed that human labor would become obsolete. Robots could mine better, for cheaper. If they type like Commander Data, stenographers would be out of work too. So what role for humans? Well, assuming we aren’t turned into sex slaves, or living batteries (depending on which painfully unscientific science fiction vision you turn to), many think we’ll be kept around for our wacky, unpredictable creativity. Like blogs. Or music. Or tinkering. And ya know what? I think that would totally be the life.

A couple of notes on sexual attraction

1) Being attracted or not to people of particular races, either in that race’s entirety, or just veering in that direction does not make one racist. Similarly, attraction or its lack to flamers, femmes or butches, doesn’t make one sexist or a homophobic.

2) I’ve noted a couple friends I identify with my earlier “fashionista” category who have expressed interest in sex while (mostly) clothed. At first, I found it kind of bemusing, but the whole “fashionista” thing puts it in a new light.

I have a topic…

It’s iffy, but here’s hoping he likes it. He has a woody for specific applications and apparently for the scientific method applied to the extent possible to urban studies.

I will be making a comparison of the transportation corridors for pittsburgh’s east busway and southside rail cooridor between the 80 and 90 censuses, contrasted with another transportation corridor which was well established within the greater pittsburgh area by that time and which did not experience major transportation infrastructure upgrades in the same time period. In particular, I will be examining the effects on commute time, land values or unit rental prices, and housing tenure in the travelsheds surrounding the east busway, the T, and I-376. I suspect that commute times will decrease, land values or rental prices will increase. I hypothesize that housing tenure analysis will demonstrate a significant change in residents at the time.

I intend to use data from the decennial census, and attempt to access resources from Pittsburgh’s public transportation agency, the Port Authority of Allegheny county, and possibly the Pennsylvania Department of Transportation.

Bear culture v gym culture v fashionista culture

As an elaboration of the notion that “gay cultures” are a better model for the social organization of the homo identified than “the gay community”, I present three basic homo cultures.

The central defining feature of each culture I’m presenting is their erotic aesthetic. Each of these crowds tend toward different meeting places (separate bars, frequently), and different attitudes. I’ll be getting into my perceptions of each, including likes and dislikes.

Bear culture eroticizes large, hairy (facial, body, anywhere you can grow it) men, tending at least as much towards fat as it does towards muscle. Another major feature of this group is the “come as you are” mentality. A very egalitarian attitude towards sexual attraction, if not appearance in general, more descriptive than prescriptive. Beyond that it gets harder to say, there are subgroups that tend towards public displays of sexuality, leather (as a fetish unto itself, as well as shorthand for s&m), blue-collar-ness, and a more casual, laid back attitude. Attitudes towards food are similarly casual and open. I like the calmness, the casualness, and the openness of this value system. The leather (in both regards) is a gripe. In general, the anything-goes-ness of the culture makes it hard for me to get riled up by it, though I would say that I’m uncertain a haven of unconditional acceptance is always positive.

Gym culture uses the gym as many religiously oriented people use churches. A social center as well as a guide towards appropriate values and behavior. The major aesthetic is muscle. More of it, and less fat hiding it. Often, hair is removed to better display definition. This is an elitist/hierarchical/meritocratic aesthetic, prescriptive, more than descriptive, and very body focused. Food and behavior are carefully analyzed and chosen in attempts to improve one’s valuation in terms of the aesthetic pecking order. (Ask any gym-goer about their routine and, if you’re not a gym-goer, you may be surprised by the detail).

Fashionista culture, as I somewhat abusively call it, focuses a great deal on appearances, particularly, clothing and hair. Namebrands are prized. Hair bleaching or dying, plucking, careful coordination of outfits, etc. The focus is artistic, working creatively within a medium (the casually visible parts of a person), though whether the result is creative or not varies rather alot (or perhaps not so much, depending on your perspective). This is probably the one of the three mentioned that I have the most difficulty understanding, as I have an automatic mental rejection due to associating it with exclusion and contempt based on financial means, social class, involuntary aspects of appearance, and other such criteria.

Nobody polices these cultures to make sure that people aren’t walking across multiple boundaries, and people do. Gymbears, gymfashionistas, even fashionistabears (gotta be one out there somewhere) exist.

Though, it occurs to me, having written this, that these cultural divisions are far from unique to the gay community, but perhaps some food for thought.

My biggest complaint with my classes

Three weeks into courses which I pick because I’m interested in the topic but don’t know much about it yet, I’m supposed to be ready to select a paper topic. And provide data sources.

What the fuck? Hello, people, if this is anything other than an exercise in my ability to pull bullshit out of my ass, or to pretend I already know what is going on, maybe you should wait until I have the first clue what the hell is going on before asking me to proprose a brilliant thesis.

Asshattery abounds.

Paper ideas

Massive feelings of Bleh.

I did _nothing_ on sunday (except level blm, and watch “2 brothers [and 2 others]”).

My gao app, and as I found out today, my networks & places topic proposal should both have received some attention. Plus, the webpage for our department is as fucked as it ever was, and I no more have the access to fix it now than I did last week. Or two months ago, for that matter, when I told her I needed the damn access. And now I have to clean up after their quick establishment of a service they weren’t ready to use. Great. I want to be a TA in the fall. Screw this RA crap.

Hurty-anxious-want-support-anger. I think that’s a good summary of my current mood. Bleh. Oh yeah, don’t forget unmotivated.