Sounds like fun. I’m applying.
In other news, I now have a level 30 paladin on the western us realms, my little avenger finally has conviction. Useful for helping those strong in elemental-tastic destruction. Now I just need someone to play with.
Getting a word in edgewise
Sounds like fun. I’m applying.
In other news, I now have a level 30 paladin on the western us realms, my little avenger finally has conviction. Useful for helping those strong in elemental-tastic destruction. Now I just need someone to play with.
So, Shannon has convinced me to join her at a Teach for America presentation thing tomorrow. My first line of defense, “they don’t pay enough”, turned out to be not quite true. It’s not a luxury salary, certainly, but it’s a good cause, and enough money to get me wholly out of debt with some left over at the end of a two year stint. It’d look good on grad school apps. If they don’t place me in one of three areas I’d be willing to work, I can give them the finger. I’m looking in to it. As per usual with me, no guarantees.
I think my little crush is now a little more in perspective. I can only stay off balance for so long, I guess. The crush is definitely still there, and I hope it goes well, but I’m not as obsessive about it now. Finding work and/or getting into grad school is more important to me at present.
Grrr. So, when asked for a summary of my gre scores, I sent in the percentiles from when I took the test. Apparently, the score reports send out the current percentile for your score at the time. So, my 98th percentile (perfect) math score is now 92nd. 99th verbal now 98th, and 89th analytical now 79th. (how they figure that one given that they are no longer offering the analytical section I’d love to know.) I just hope the percentile inconsistency doesn’t make me look like I’m trying to inflate my performance. Stupid.
So, post dinner with Luke, Chad, and Ro I was on my way to Raleigh’s for the dean meetup/berkeley students for dean meeting which was on Chad’s way home, and we were talking about dean and liberals in general. And specifically how liberals tend to be less coherent than conservatives. And further, how this is completely logical given that, using the original meanings of the words, conservatives wish to maintain the status quo, while liberals wish to change it. Maintaining something is a singular goal. Change does not, however, specify what sort of change one desires, and hence, the lack of uniformity in those desiring change. Even agreement on the goals doesn’t imply agreement in methodology.
Ro put an interesting spin on it at work today. He suggested the conservative motivation was love and the liberal motivation was hate … for the status quo. And that love is inherently more unifying than hate.
It’s a sign of how liberal I am that it is difficult for me to conceive of love for the status quo. But the notion does reframe things in a very different perspective. (not that it changes my politics in the slightest, just my attitude. More like ‘poor lost little doves’ rather than ‘selfish raging assholes’).
So, on the way to work today I pulled up to university on shattuck, waited until the light turned green, then went. Fortunately, I heard the rumbling noise that warned me of a multiple ton truck hurtling through the intersection after the light turned red. And the asshat had the nerve to glare at for having started into the intersection. Anyone who wishes to lecture me about how cyclists disobey traffic laws can shove it. =)
An interesting point came out while chatting with
Feeling kinda distracted for the first part of the week. Now feeling bleh. Took me awhile to figure it out, but I need to hang with people. Now to arrange something for this evening.
No original gymnastics mentor today. I have a feeling that telling him on Monday I’d found someone I was interested in may have been a big let down for him. He’s a sweet guy. Plus, I’m sure that he’ll be fine. He has a bf to provide comfort and what not, should he need it. =)
Cut it short to go do housemate bonding stuff at Thelassa (local pool hall). Except that the roommates there were the ones I’m already well bonded to. =) Ah well. My leg was feeling twonky anyway. Did cartwheels on the diagonal for the first time today. It was cool, and yet dizzying.
The calorie curfew does good things for me, but is starting to seem fairly incompatible with gymnastics. And full days are also incompatible with keeping up on lj. Excuse me if I don’t mourn too long.
Life is not a perfect knowledge game. I do not and cannot know exactly what is going on in everyone’s mind. I will adapt and not waste energy worrying about the unknowable.
Besides, perfect knowledge games are boring. =)
What, were you expecting the litany against fear?
sidenote: some online gamer geeks are cute