It’s been a bad week so far. I’ve spent the time since monday grinding my nose off, and I still haven’t built a database I promised to for the ACLU. I’ve gathered about 10 books and one article for potential research purposes and played a major role in helping to outline the material we’ve covered in our course so far. I’ve signed up for next year’s classes. I’ve done a shitblizzard of work for user services (my employer, the people that pay me.) First half of the week, I got about 5 hours of sleep \/ night. Last night I got 12. <\/p>\n
My veganism has been sliding in to simple vegetarianism, I haven’t cooked anything more complicated than toast in over a week, and my apartment is a disaster area. My bike busted on tuesday (in the shop as of lunch today). My laptop’s ac adapter bit the big one yesterday (new one should be arriving by mail tomorrow, right before I fly out to my little sister’s graduation). Did I mention this is the last week of classes? I haven’t spent more than about an hour with my close friends since before my trip to DC. <\/p>\n
So much going on. I need a break.<\/p>\n
You put yourself in stupid places
\nYes I think you know it’s true
\nSituations where it’s easy to look down on you
\nI think you like to be the victim
\nI think you like to be in pain
\nI think you make yourself a victim
\nAlmost every single day <\/p>\n
You do what you do
\nYou say what you say
\nYou try to be everything to everyone
\nYou know all the right people
\nYou play all the right games
\nYou always try to be
\nEverything to everyone <\/p>\n
Yeah you do it again
\nYou always do it again <\/p>\n
You say they taught you how to read and write
\nYeah, they taught you how to count
\nI say they taught you how to buy and sell
\nYour own body by the pound
\nI think you like to be their simple toy
\nI think you love to play the clown
\nI think you are blind to the fact
\nThat the hand you hold is the hand that holds you down <\/p>\n
You do what you do
\nYou say what you say
\nYou always try to be everything to everyone
\nYou know all the right people
\nYou play all the right games
\nYou always try to be everything to everyone <\/p>\n
Spin around and fall down, do it again
\nYou stumble and you fall
\nYeah why don’t you ever learn
\nSpin around and fall down, do it again
\nYeah, you stumble and you fall
\nI wonder if you will ever learn <\/p>\n
Why won’t you ever learn <\/p>\n
Come on now, do that stupid dance for me <\/p>\n
You do what they tell you to do
\nYou say what you say
\nYou try to be everything to everyone
\nYou jump through the big hoop
\nYou play all the right games
\nYou try to be everything to everyone <\/p>\n
Spin around and fall down, do it again
\nYou stumble and you fall
\nYeah you do it again
\nSpin around and fall down, do it again
\nYou stumble and you fall <\/i><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-78","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/78","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=78"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/78\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=78"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=78"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=78"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}