And for the last in my series of short little posts before I start cleaning….<\/p>\n
I actually realized for the first time today that my debt load is such that I’m spending more than half my rent in debt payments alone. I’m considering going to the credit counselors with the whole ‘ripping up the credit cards’ game, but I’m reluctant to do that if I’m not sure if I can afford my life without it. Of course, going deeper into debt is beyond dumb and into the realm of the massively fucking retarded. But I’m holding out hope of getting mo\/bettah work soon. Gah.<\/p>\n
The kicker is I could probably make progress on my debt if I busted my ass on work, but I am so completely undermotivated for work. And if\/when it runs out, I’d really rather not be fucked without lube, which is pretty much how it would go, if my job hunt stopped so I could shove my nose to the grindstone. And, on the gripping hand, there’s no fucking way I could motivate myself to work 60-80 hours\/week on this stuff so….<\/p>\n
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And for the last in my series of short little posts before I start cleaning…. I actually realized for the first time today that my debt load is such that I’m spending more than half my rent in debt payments alone. I’m considering going to the credit counselors with the whole ‘ripping up the credit … Continue reading “Debt pain”<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-707","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/707","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=707"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/707\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=707"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=707"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=707"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}