My job hunt went from slowly progressing to glacially. Over the past week, I put in application at berkeley bowl, and followed up on it. Oh, and gave a copy of my resume to ben (of mountainview) to pass along to a guy who’s apparently looking for a large number of consultant type people. Thank you, Ben. =)<\/p>\n
Anyone who is going to tell me I really ought to be getting my job hunt on can fuck off. I know that. Guilt has been tried, and totally fails to motivate me. Fear hasn’t been doing such a great job either. Definitely there, gnawing at my heels, but not getting me to move in a directed fashion. <\/p>\n
I’m thinking of setting aside X time, on Y days to do the job hunt (say 11-6, m-f) and giving myself the rest of my time to put the job hunt back in the kennel, and work on the rest of my life. <\/p>\n
I think it’s my tremendous sense of insecurity that’s driving my man hunt. Must channel towards finding work….<\/p>\n
Blah. <\/p>\n
I’m afraid that if I do find a job, it’ll be another doin-it-for-the-money deal. I’m not even really sure what I want to do (as opposed to what I’m willing to do)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
My job hunt went from slowly progressing to glacially. Over the past week, I put in application at berkeley bowl, and followed up on it. Oh, and gave a copy of my resume to ben (of mountainview) to pass along to a guy who’s apparently looking for a large number of consultant type people. Thank … Continue reading “Motivation”<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-248","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/248","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=248"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/248\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=248"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=248"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=248"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}