{"id":2398,"date":"2009-10-26T21:02:00","date_gmt":"2009-10-27T02:02:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/?p=2398"},"modified":"2009-10-26T21:02:00","modified_gmt":"2009-10-27T02:02:00","slug":"life-in-quotes","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/?p=2398","title":{"rendered":"Life in quotes"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Things that are running through my head right now:<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I am Vindicated.<br \/>\nI am Selfish.<br \/>\nI am Wrong.<br \/>\nI am Right.<br \/>\nI swear I&#8217;m Right<br \/>\nI swear I knew it all along.<\/p>\n<p>And <b>I am flawed, but I am cleaning up so well.<br \/>\nI am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself.<\/b>&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8211; Vindicated by Dashboard Confessional<\/p>\n<p>A scene from a near final, if not actually final, west wing episode that I haven&#8217;t seen in full yet:  <!--more Toby: 'I think you don't know why you came here. You're a woman with a lot of options. You're acting like the world's backing you into a corner, bouncing from one thing to the next - from Bartlet to Santos, to Danny, to me. Maybe you should stop bouncing, pick something. What do you want?'  \nCJ: 'I don't know...' (maybe spoilerish, but from how many years ago?)--><br \/>\nToby: &#8220;You didn&#8217;t pick him up in a bar last Thursday, you&#8217;ve been close for eight years.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>CJ: &#8220;That doesn&#8217;t mean it magically falls into place once we take the leap&#8230;. What? I&#8217;m not resisting.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>Toby: &#8220;You&#8217;re not?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>CJ: &#8220;I&#8217;m not one of those women who can&#8217;t handle a good thing when it&#8217;s standing in front of them.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Toby: &#8220;Good.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>CJ: &#8220;Why don&#8217;t you sound convinced?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Toby: &#8220;You spend your whole life working for powerful, demanding men 24\/7, that&#8217;s a lot of testosterone in your world.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>CJ: &#8220;Which has what to do with anything?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Toby: &#8220;Well, maybe you didn&#8217;t need to date &#8211; you had Josh and Sam and me&#8230; and 180 reporters flirting with you day in and day out.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>CJ: &#8220;Come on.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Toby: &#8220;It&#8217;s a lot of positive male attention. Now you&#8217;re slotting in Matt Santos, maybe Frank Hollis.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>CJ: &#8220;So, what, you think this all some sort of Freudian temper tantrum?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Toby: &#8220;You showed up here at eight o&#8217;clock at night with a bottle of wine asking me about a pardon we both know is out of the question, telling me about a man who&#8217;s crowding you. I think a lot of things.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>CJ: &#8220;You think I came here to take advantage of you before they cart you off to the big house?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p><b>Toby: &#8220;I think you don&#8217;t know why you came here. You&#8217;re a woman with a lot of options. You&#8217;re acting like the world&#8217;s backing you into a corner, bouncing from one thing to the next &#8211; from Bartlet to Santos, to Danny, to me. Maybe you should stop bouncing, pick something. What do you want?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>CJ: &#8220;I don&#8217;t know&#8230;.<\/b> I&#8217;d like to learn how to make a chicken like that.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Toby: &#8220;Stick a lemon up it and throw on some rosemary.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>CJ: &#8220;Yeah?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Toby: &#8220;Yeah, a little salt.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>CJ: &#8220;I&#8217;d like to learn how to ski. I think would be soothing. Be a ski bum. Operate the ski chair for 6 months, clear my head.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Toby: &#8220;It&#8217;s a chair lift.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>CJ: &#8220;Well, first I&#8217;d learn the lingo, take it from there.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Toby: &#8220;I missed you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>CJ: &#8220;Yeah. We had it good there for a while.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Toby: &#8220;Yeah, we did&#8230; You should go.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>CJ: &#8220;You kicking me out?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Toby: &#8220;Yeah.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>CJ: &#8220;Okay.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I am so very CJ, but not as good at the job thing. =)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Things that are running through my head right now: &#8220;I am Vindicated. I am Selfish. I am Wrong. I am Right. I swear I&#8217;m Right I swear I knew it all along. And I am flawed, but I am cleaning up so well. I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/?p=2398\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Life in quotes&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2398","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2398","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2398"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2398\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2398"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2398"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2398"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}