The funny thing is, it means different things to different people. I took bart & muni over to the castro with all the enthusiasm of a bull in mating season. I entered the bars with all the enthusiasm of a shy virgin with a headache. I mostly walked around a bit. I was cruised alot. Some muscle guy pinched my ass on the way out of “The Bar on Castro St” (what kind of a name is that, I ask you?). I was totally unwilling to say hi to anyone. <\/p>\n
It’s great that I don’t smell like smoke. I’m very happy about that. It doesn’t make up for the fact that I didn’t enjoy entering any of these locations in the first place. <\/p>\n
I’m quite grateful for the gentleman putting me up in his guest bed this evening. (I was starting to think I’d be sleeping in a park at one point. Apparently we had a miscommunication about which night I would be staying over, but all is well now).<\/p>\n
I’m feeling my unemployment riding my back like a rabid monkey. At the same time, I have an overwhelming fear of another job like I had at motorola: unstimulating, with high expectations, and a craptastic work environment. <\/p>\n
Bleh.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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