{"id":1864,"date":"2006-11-30T07:39:00","date_gmt":"2006-11-30T13:39:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/?p=1864"},"modified":"2006-11-30T07:39:00","modified_gmt":"2006-11-30T13:39:00","slug":"surrender-to-stability","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/?p=1864","title":{"rendered":"Surrender to stability"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Events on tuesday evening have led me to give up on pursuing the alternate position.  I&#8217;m trying not to view it as a personal failure.  But it still feels a bit like I&#8217;m giving up on a dream due to a lack of dedication and a lack of fiscal independence.  It&#8217;s more complicated than that, though.  Sadly, the details will have to wait, &#8216;cuz I have to go to work.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Events on tuesday evening have led me to give up on pursuing the alternate position. I&#8217;m trying not to view it as a personal failure. But it still feels a bit like I&#8217;m giving up on a dream due to a lack of dedication and a lack of fiscal independence. It&#8217;s more complicated than that, &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/?p=1864\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Surrender to stability&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1864","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1864","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1864"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1864\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1864"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1864"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1864"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}