{"id":1858,"date":"2006-11-20T23:27:00","date_gmt":"2006-11-21T05:27:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/?p=1858"},"modified":"2006-11-20T23:27:00","modified_gmt":"2006-11-21T05:27:00","slug":"continual-exit","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/?p=1858","title":{"rendered":"Continual Exit"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I leave things alot.  Too much, in fact.  <\/p>\n<p>I leave cities.  I leave friends.  I leave classes.  I leave jobs.  I leave apartments.  When it comes time to fish or cut bait, I will reliably cut bait.  It&#8217;s amazing that I&#8217;ve made it as far as I have considering.  I maintain a belief, or perhaps an illusion of belief, that the perfect career\/apartment\/city\/social network\/lover\/what-have-you is out there somewhere.  <\/p>\n<p>Some things I&#8217;ll have to grow into.  That&#8217;s not to say that there aren&#8217;t better and worse options from the above.  But committing time to something is more important than finding the perfect (or, more accurately, &#8220;potentially perfect&#8221;) one.  Chewing my fingernails trying to figure out if I got the right one means my paradigm needs some work.  But I can do the work.  And I will.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I leave things alot. Too much, in fact. I leave cities. I leave friends. I leave classes. I leave jobs. I leave apartments. When it comes time to fish or cut bait, I will reliably cut bait. It&#8217;s amazing that I&#8217;ve made it as far as I have considering. I maintain a belief, or perhaps &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/?p=1858\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Continual Exit&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1858","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1858","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1858"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1858\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1858"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1858"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1858"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}