I think the big source of my mopiness and dissatisfaction of late has been my mourning of my academic career, which is nearly over, if not forever, certainly for a long time. Looking back over it, I can’t help but feel there are some many things I could have done better. Looking ahead to the next couple weeks, I know I’m going to cut more corners. And it makes me a little sad. If there is bitterness, it lies here. In the realm of things I would have liked to have accomplished, and probably even could have accomplished, but didn’t and won’t.<\/p>\n
That’s probably part of why I slack to the extent I do. If I don’t turn it in, I don’t have to admit failure, yet. I could still make something great. Oh well, the moving finger writes.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I think the big source of my mopiness and dissatisfaction of late has been my mourning of my academic career, which is nearly over, if not forever, certainly for a long time. Looking back over it, I can’t help but feel there are some many things I could have done better. Looking ahead to the … Continue reading “mourning my academic career”<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1708","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1708","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1708"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1708\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1708"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1708"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cheerfulchaotic.crazycrew.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1708"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}